Just a little better….

I am trying to work on the text according to my adviser’s comments. This is a traumatic pre-defense period. I knew it was coming, I observed in many of friends’ pre-defense days but it cannot be helped, I have to live it through. I guess I am reaching a lower point where I am emotionally weakest and defenseless and I have lost most of my intellectual confidence. It creates a vicious self-destructive attitude.I am not going to write, for instance, what I think about what I wrote for the thesis (!)

If I survive, I will be stronger, I know:)